dun scold me!! boohoo. anyway. im so going to get my vespa!!! gosh. so chio lahhhhh. hahahaha.

anyway. thank You so much God! yst while i was doing qt, i was like praying tt God will help me thru gp today cos like. my gp is normally ok until major exams den always seem to screw up... so yeah... and den He gave me a passage in Luke abt how Jesus told peter tt he was going to betray Him 3 times and yet He still forgave him for the sin he was yet to commit. and the devotion was on how God forgives us for our sins and will give us a second chance. and i really felt God talking to me through the bible study cos like. i guess after my o levels i did not really give God much glory... like even though i might have said it but in my heart there was pride in my own ability which is totally wrong! and like through my jc life i haven really been letting God take control of my studies and after my prelims i knew that hey! im not tt smart after all and it really WAS all God and not me! so yeah God is so wonderful! He let me know that He forgave me the day before my first paper! so now its like. i feel completely at ease. cos even tho i know that its not as if God will definitely give me good grades but at least i know that He forgives me! and thats all thats important: God's love! and even if i do badly (which is likely) God will not stop loving me and that is wonderful :) of cos it dun give me reason to not study hard lahhhh but just well. it put my mind at ease and at peace... was remebering how daniel once asked me y i was so calm before my exams and i just shrugged and said i din know... but now i do! even while i was living in my own pride and sense of self sufficiency, God was giving me peace... so THANKS GOD! you really rock!